i like these colors. it'll be so great when i get the header thingy done. yay.

so my sister decides shes gonna watch my friends kids.. and .. i have to be there of course.. lovely. BLAH i love kids but good lord... that will make THREE of them. like... one is hard enough to keep up with but three? ew.

I had a really good christmas! kaden loved it.. he played and talked and all that good stuff. never a dull moment. he got to rind a john deere tractor. loved it. got a lot of good pics. we had christmas at my aunts. it was way awesome.

dudee. me and mary watched 2 movies today. cry wolf (w/ jared padalecki) and devour (w/ jensen ackles) they're hott. enough said. so what if you have to sit through d list movies? hahah im so mean. it was worth all the hotness mmkay?

oh snap! and im reading "the herion diaries" by nikki sixx that i got ever so awesomely from my cousin for christmas! so far its really good... good? eh.. its awful.. but its its a life thing.. and life things suck sometimes but need to be told. i love nikki sixx. awesome man.

so much fun in store for tomorrow.. did i mention THREE kids were gonna be there? ughhhhhhhhh save meeeeeee

well...i was gonna write a long entry about nothing at all.. and then my sister called me to watch kaden until he went to sleep since he isn't that sleepy. so there went that.

wanna see something handsome?? my nephew...

he's awesomee! and way cuute. riiight?

ok so .. lee for his middle name? ehh.. we could have done way better.. but his daddy's middle name is lee.. and he wanted his to be also... so.. what the heck? it works.

anyway. im tired.. and my back hurts from sittin here.. so.. bleh. bedtime.

new layout. jake <33 i love himm.. he's my obsession right now. can u read the text? i can.. just fine. who knows?

my sister is going into the hosp tomorrow. to get the inducing drug. good lord help us all. i hope this doesn't go too bad. but.. we will have a precious baby after its all over.. so i guess it's worth it. yay.

im way sleepy. previously people could smoke ciggerettes in the house.. well no more. so me and lee wiped down all the walls to get rid of the niccotine residue on them and i steam cleaned the carpet.. just cuz it needed to be done. busy day. im wayyyyy sleepy. i dont know why im still up.

so tomorrow mom and brooke are going to the hosp. and later on im sure me and lee will come up there.. and other people too.

my grandma is happy. i talked to her today.. she can't come down here cuz she's 3 hrs away... and its hard for her to get around very well...so she's gonna send some flowers because brooke requested some. orange roses.. wtf. she's so picky! lol..

all of the baby stuff is ready... it's all cute n all that. it's exciting.

aunt dayna!! yay... lol. im a dork.

ok. im going to bed.

my head hurts. its 1:30am .. and .. i should go to bed. yep. but i just wanted to write here real fast.

monday my sisters dr told her she'd prolly do a c-section to have her baby on the next monday. soo.. 3 days from now? gahhh. a baby.. crying all the time.. eeeek. can i handle it? omg. i might have to escape sometimes.. and .. my friend already has one.. so... MARY? can i come over sometimes? lol.. just for a few hours.. to relax... then i'll leave.. i promise!

does anyone even read my LJ anymore? i never write in it.. if you're reading this.. COMMENT. cuz i just wanna know. ok? hah.. anyway. im prolly gonna go to bed soon. just a quick post.